kandyk

Right...well...ive really not done a good job of updating recently..seem to b having abit of a blonde time of it right now,i feel like i never use my brain so its just rotting away.I read an article in the sunday times yesterday,half of the words i just didn't understand!Ive never really thought i was stupid,but right now i feel like im lettin myself down,cause ive not learned anything new for such a long time,and i feel i can just get away with havin simple conversations with people and not really put my mind to stuff.I hate it.
I'd love to get back into education,i never really thought it was for me,i was always about life experiences...i dunno,maybe im just feeling abit restless...thats usually my excuse.

I had a really amazing time at download festival,it ended up being such a blag!I managed to get some dodgy tickets the day before from one of my friends that works for marshall amplification...he gave me these charity tickets...they didn't look real but i thought...what the hell?
i arrived there with nadine (ex SG) and made our way to the box office to have the tickets changed for bands...we queued for what seemed like eternity...only to b faced with a blank expression from the women behind the counter.oh no!they're fakes i thought...driven all the way to donnington to b sent strait back!!
but alas...out luck was in,a guy recognised them and sent us down to the press/media box office!oh yes!we were lucky fuckers!We were given VIP passes for the weekend,VIP camping and parking...it was the start of a wonderfull weekend of champagne cocktails,real toilets,sunshine and socialising!
I can honstly say...even tho i stunk...i had an absolutly fantastic weekend!We met some cool ppl from bands and in the music biz...and on the last night i kinda hooked up with my ex...which totally made my weekend cause im still totally obsessed with him!hehe

Since coming back ive mostly been:

cleaning my house,
trying to get to work on time,
arranging stuff for my party
and ive been on myspace nearly every bloody hour of the day!god!i gotta get a life!!

i'll leave u with some download piccys!