kandikain

Tonight has kind of been a rough night! BLAH just got off of work...That wasn't that not so good part. I find myself pushing away everyone who comes in my life that can potentially hurt me . I don't know if it survival of the fittest or a horrible mental defense mechanism. Their are 30 different species of animals that kill their mates estimated of course....why Wasnt i one of those? Life would be so much easier! mUAH NIGHT NIGHT!