I have really got to find a way to forget things and get moving in life.... why do I dwell.... never knowing what path I will take and when I do choose I destroy what could have been perfect anyway..... I often wonder what if I had followed the other paths. I would not have the heart ache for I would not have known the tug..... and yet I may have succeeded where I was ment and made a difference.... now I am just lost in the thoughts and worries of what I am stuck with now.... it seems I may have chosen poorly.... all I needed was set before me and I turned it down for a chance at true happiness.... then I got rid of it..... 6 years later what have I to show?
nexttuesday:
hello dear boy. im sorry you're so down. and im really sorry i havent been around to help pick you up. its hard for me, i still cant get my shit straight. doesnt make me a very good friend i know. just know that i am rooting for you and if you stay true to yourself you will come out on top. no matter how long it may take. 
daleyy:
awww dear im so sorry that i havent talk to u in a few days im really sorry i just well u now!!!!!!!! anyways ill call you later loves u so muches