kamikaze_kai

so warped tour was depressing, not the bands but the people. i wore the suicidegirls shirt my ex bought me for christmas. i didnt see any other evidence of sg's presence there. maybe i just didnt pay close enough attention. well, the depression really stems from seeing all those sweetheart couples falling all over each other. it really is incredibly petty of me to be all angry at them, but at least im honest about my emotions.
so ive decided to write letters to those who i have hurt in the past, sort of a closure thing, like in aa. i had an addiction too, and it did get in the way of me living my life. but thats way to emo to concentrate on.
anyway back to warped, FATA was amazing, ive got some ok pictures. my friend jenny used my camera and got a few pictures of me crowdsurfing at afi. i hear they turned out well. i did half accomplish my goal. usually i dont venture out due to my hatred of trying. but im not so conceited that i can honestly say i got a few looks. makes me feel ok about myself.
attention!!! if someone knows a tall pink haired vixen with a tattoo of hello kitty on her arm living within the indiana area, please alert me. i lost her in a crowd before i could say anything to her. plus it was very hot outside.

-k-