kami_____

Damn, I've become really lax in my updating. I just don't seem to have much to say these days. I'm really homesick, which means I actually want to go back to Indiana. Never thought I 'd say that. I hate being stuck on this godamn tiny fucking dirty ass island surrounded by obese, unattractive, morons, and navy boys.
Sorry, had to get that out.
Anyway, I've apparently lost all motivation to do anything at all. I'm skipping classes left and right. I don't even have the motivation to read anything. Every time I pick a book up, I feel guilty that I'm not reading for my classes. I feel so damn lazy but at the same time I'm all stressed out. It sucks balls and I'm going to bed now, cause I've made myself all depressed.

I've been trying to meditate, but I'm not sure if I'm doing it right.