kalleigh

I tell you how I feel, but you dont care.
I say tell me the truth, but you dont dare.
You say love is a hell you cannot bare.
And I say gimme mine back and then go there - for all I care.

I got my feet on the ground and I dont go to sleep to dream.
You got your head in the clouds and youre not at all what you seem.
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways.
So dont forget what I told you, dont come around, I got my own hell to raise.

I have never been insulted in all my life.
I could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride.
First you run like a fool just to be at my side.
And now you run like a fool, but you just run to hide, and I cant abide.

I got my feet on the ground and I dont go to sleep to dream.
You got this head in the clouds and youre not at all what you seem.
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways.
So dont forget what I told you, dont come around, I got my own hell to raise.

Dont make it a big deal, dont be so sensitive.
Were not playing a game anymore, you dont have to be so defensive.
Dont you plead me your case, dont bother to explain.
Dont even show me your face, cuz its a crying shame.
Just go back to the rock from under which you came.
Take the sorrow you gave and all the stakes you claim -
And dont forget the blame.
I got my feet on the ground and I dont go to sleep to dream.
You got this head in the clouds and youre not at all what you seem.
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways.
So dont forget what I told you, dont come around, I got my own hell to raise.

Fiona Apple



dont know if ill be able to get my camera fixed anymore cause i have to get my truck fixed.
this weekend was a bit of a disappointment
didn't get to do anything i really wanted to do.
yesterday wasnt too bad
just relaxed by myself
laid around naked or in a towel most of the day
(its so nice to live alone)

i hate stressing about money
things were finally coming together
and now my truck is being an asshole.
i know i wont have enough money to cover the whole thing
so then im gonna be in debt to my mom
who cant afford it right now because of my little sister
i need to finish up the changes on my resume and send it in to this place so i can get a better job
that actually has medical benefits and 401K
i love what i do and the generally relaxed atmosphere
but i dont like constantly worrying.
i dont want to go through another disaster like i did in NY and end up anorexic because i cant afford to eat.

i dont really want to be here today
i just want to disappear this week
and let the mess of last week blow over
at least i wont be here tomorrow
(and by here i mean at work)

one good thing that came out of this weekend....
cute new shoes.