kaise17

It's weird. I'm watching Rambo: First Blood and just watching the ending makes me thing will i ever end up like that? how many of us have ended up like that. I hear his words and i see myself in that same position. I've been in there before. I'm glad things are different now, and we can get help. I'm scared of leaving the only life i've known. I've hated being in Iraq, but thinking of going back there or even Afghanistan is a rush and somewhat comforting. It's what i know how to do and damn i was pretty good at it. I guess if i'm ever gonna grow as a person i can't let myself get stuck in this same spot in life. I've gotta move forward and try new things. Change is gonna be hard and i'm worried, but what's the worst that can happen?