I'm a horrible person...never thought so til this very moment...i need help or i'll just end up dead somewhere unknown and unloved. I thought i was past these demons in my head, but i was wrong they were just waiting and now i've hurt an amazing girl that put her hopes in me and i fucked it up. I'm fucked up. Fuck me.
misha:
I am sure it is not nearly as bad as you think it is. If it makes you feel any better, every few months or so I break down mentally and have to go to a therapist to cry my eyes out for a few weeks. It makes a huge difference. Admitting problems is half the battle. There are very few things you can do to hurt a girl that are truly unforgivable in the long run.