Tuesday Apr 21, 2009

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Work is killing me at this point. Too much going on, can't talk anymore....

Work is almost over right now, but there's no jobs for apprentices here. But in Hawaii my aunt's are handing me jobs. So I think i'm going to take them up on it and move.
keeperdesign:
Do your aunts need a creative director? If the work is in Hawaii, I'm available. biggrin
joxster9:
Sorry to hear things are tough, hope they get better soon. Are you gonna take up your aunt's offer? x

Thursday Dec 18, 2008

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I'm so scared right now. Fuck i'm so scared, my aunt....I know she's going to do it. I know she's going to adopt all my nephews and niece. I know it. I'm so scared right now....She wouldn't let me see them when I visited, i'm scared to death.
tata:
I know you don't know me, but is everything ok?
I hope everything works out for you.
by the way you are adorable love your set.
best wishes honey
xoxo
Bella kiss
ape:
What she said.

The sets are looking better and better, and you're a pretty girl,
so I guess it's only a matter of time before you turn into a regular SG.

Hope all is well,
or at least sort of looking better.

Monday Dec 08, 2008

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I've come to a conclusion. I'm tired, sick and tired. Tired of feeling like shit, tired of being angry. Tired of being sad and tired of being afraid. It's degenerative, and it runs in our family. It tears apart families, friends and relationships without a second thought. My mom is dying, slowly...but still dying. My grandma isn't, but still has cancer. My aunt is still...
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asimov:
http://www.mixwit.com/egrotke/one-song

Tuesday Nov 25, 2008

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Alright, here's somethings I want y'all to know.

I like ice cream, and I like Stephen Colbert. Now when you combine these two together you get AMERICONE DREAM ICE CREAM!!!! I love ben and jerry's...I remember it being called something like cony island ice cream. But americone dream, all I can say is BRILLIANT!

Right now i'm keeping an eye on my cat to make...
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lb:
yea my kittens and nuts too its like two monkeys on crack

Tuesday Nov 18, 2008

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I'm taking into consideration the utter incompetence of my workplace. We've been out of work since September with the vague idea that we will be hired back within 3 weeks notice. I have been out of work for over a month now with needless complications dealt by the unemployment office. The massive amounts of paperwork that I receive just for being placed on Standby is...
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ultimatelewser:
smile *hugs*
keeperdesign:
As someone who also has "family issues" I can tell you that it fades. It never goes away, but it fades. Your idea about moving is spot on: you need to be free to have a public identity that's not based on your siblings.

In the meantime, worry about the things you can control, and not about the things you can't. The weather, the stock market and your sisters' behavior are all going to happen regardless of what you say or do, so just let them! Focus on making yourself happy in whatever ways you can.

Monday Nov 03, 2008

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Crap, so much has happened in the last few days that i'm just numb. I'm so tired right now.... My sister, my god I never understood some of her thoughts and her reasons but this one tops them all. I never thought she'd choose her husband over her children. 3 kids, 3 and she decides that she'd rather want to be with him. What makes...
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keeperdesign:
Wow.

I can't comment on most of this stuff, but I think you did the right thing turning off anything that has your name on it. If your sister is having issues this serious, it might be wise for you to keep a safe distance until there's some resolution.

I do hope you're able to make some difference for your nephew and neice. Be strong and take care of yourself, OK?

Friday Oct 31, 2008

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If under the idea of anything new all I have to say is no. There's nothing new about me at this moment. Still laid off, still bored as hell and still wishing to get back to work now. What I wish at this moment is for my boat to be out on open water and for it to be sunny the whole damn time i'm...
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keeperdesign:
Wow. And I don't mean "WoW", I mean, "holy cats." Sorry you're bored, and sorry you're out of work. Whenever I hot a dry spell I had good luck with temp agencies. maybe you could liven your day with part-time soul-crushing work in a cubicle environment...?

Wednesday Oct 15, 2008

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Well our project is over. The majority of it is so to say. I got done with all my low voltage so now i'm helping with the next project determining lengths of wire and materials needed. While all at the same time what costs what and how much it is. We're compiling a list of materials necessary to do our next work related project that...
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booth83:
Is your car still working? and what exactly do you do, I just found you smile

Friday Oct 03, 2008

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SLEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP I need SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!! Work is killing us!!! ><
renna:
sleep is awesome.

I took two naps today, and it was glorious.

Friday Sep 12, 2008

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So last night I was in the ER over in Coupeville (12 miles from oak harbor and a 30 minute drive) I think me and mike got there at 7ish maybe 8ish. We didn't leave until midnight. So this is what the doctors said, One of them said I have a UTI (Urinary Tract Infection) that since i've ignored the worsening pain up until now...
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revolutionary:
Feel better my friend. I miss ya
keeperdesign:
Sounds awful... load up on cranberry juice and water, and get some Advil PMs or something in you to help yourself sleep. ou'll burn out the UTI in a few days, make yourself as comfortable as possible.

Feel better...

Friday Aug 22, 2008

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Well, i'm planning my vacation. Been working with my company for about 3-4 months. So i'm available to get a weeks paid vacation. So for my vacation i'm going to Japan. Yep, Japan. Thought y'all should know.
37921dec:
Very cool. Lucky you!

Sunday Aug 03, 2008

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Well, in good news I got an apartment. SO let me go through a decent timetable of the last.....oh month for me.


6/24/08- I moved out of the once boyfriends house. Started to live with my sister in her separate bedroom/ once greenhouse.

Then I applied for an apartment in Skagit and it failed because I had no 'rental history'

Started to date a co-worker...
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towelb0y:
grats!
revolutionary:
I am glad for yah I miss talkin to you my friend
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