hey hep cats. go add Reisling cause she is my roommate and shes rad.
so its not a phase. its not because im only 19.
im not depressed. but i think one of my ghosts mi ght be.
they are not frightening and they will not hurt me.
im just picking up on all their feelings. i dont think...well i dont know. im not so sure that they are forcing themselves into my life. i think i just opened up some sort of entrance and now its all coming at me.
ive got their thoughts and feeling inside my head. i think they know it but im not so sure they are all doing it on purpose.
i think some of them are just sad. and lonely. and to those of them who are sad lonely well, im here and i give a damn. so im sorry things suck for you, and if i can somehow safely help you let me know.
to those of you who just enjoy my company, feel free to hang around. if your not hurting me i surely wouldnt hurt you.
and to any who may have bad things in mind for me, please, wont y ou turn away now? i wont hurt you. i have nothing for you. i can do you no good so set yourself free and let go of me.
to anyone who is reading htis, any and all input is appreciated.
i do wish it were as simple as me being young and all the challenges that go with it .
but its not.
and also, im not depressed. im not unconfident, so i am trying not to seem like i am.
im just haunted.
and how these ghost feel, i do to.
also, i want a rockabilly god and ill be his goddess.
mmmm someone make me a carbon copy of nick 13 and ill love you till forever.
so its not a phase. its not because im only 19.
im not depressed. but i think one of my ghosts mi ght be.
they are not frightening and they will not hurt me.
im just picking up on all their feelings. i dont think...well i dont know. im not so sure that they are forcing themselves into my life. i think i just opened up some sort of entrance and now its all coming at me.
ive got their thoughts and feeling inside my head. i think they know it but im not so sure they are all doing it on purpose.
i think some of them are just sad. and lonely. and to those of them who are sad lonely well, im here and i give a damn. so im sorry things suck for you, and if i can somehow safely help you let me know.
to those of you who just enjoy my company, feel free to hang around. if your not hurting me i surely wouldnt hurt you.
and to any who may have bad things in mind for me, please, wont y ou turn away now? i wont hurt you. i have nothing for you. i can do you no good so set yourself free and let go of me.
to anyone who is reading htis, any and all input is appreciated.
i do wish it were as simple as me being young and all the challenges that go with it .
but its not.
and also, im not depressed. im not unconfident, so i am trying not to seem like i am.
im just haunted.
and how these ghost feel, i do to.
also, i want a rockabilly god and ill be his goddess.
mmmm someone make me a carbon copy of nick 13 and ill love you till forever.
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Also, it can be hard to tell the difference between feeling nothing at all and feeling way too much of absolutely everything. It kinda comes with the empathy ground though.