kahlua

ok so i am stealing this blog idea from quinne.

hopefully i did that right because i dont remember how this stuff works. even if i didnt you all know who quinne is. and if you dont, you obviously just joined sg about 3 seconds ago and somehow landed here.

anyhoo she posted a blog with 5 awesome things in your life. and i liked the idea so im going to follow up on on that.

first well use quinnes good idea of 5 awesome thigns in my life right now

1. free pbr.
2. the commision i just got to draw a sexy mermaid
3. free i pod
4. pumpkin patches
5. disease (a cryptic way to desribe a person i have the hots for, although if you know who he is its totally obvious)

ok five things in totallty fuckin nervous about right now

1. default school loans
2. default moving violation tickets (does no insurance count as moving? guess not. but i need to quit defaulting)

3. lack of a tattoo apprenticeship (i gotta quit fucking things up)

4. lack of a fine arts degree (it really hurts to know where id be if i hadnt fucked it all up

5. the fact that seattle is about to seee record low temps. that aint right man. no. not at all.


five thigns that piss me the fuck off

1. i am not at teh rockabilly rave
2. viva is still six months away
3. im almost outtta pbr and i cant even walk to the local minimart (aka murdermart) because the owner has literally scolded me for being out in the neighborhood alone at nite before.

4. i burnt the tip of my nose on an espresso maker at work today. fuck off. dont laugh.
5. swine flu. my city is wrecked with it.

5 thigns that scare the fuck outta me right now

1. my lack of dental insurance.
2. will i ever get back into the tattoo world?
3. my waistline. shut up. i know its shallow but im all squish and im not comfortable anymore.
4.the possibility of wage garnishment.
5.house sitting alone after the neighbors house got busted into in broad day light....ah! what was that sound? whys the porch light on? aaaah!


5 things i want badly

1. a good rough fuck...ok....a good constant rough fuck
2. to be in vegas at the rave
3. or just at a good show in general
4. a complete set of prisma color c olored penciils. multiples of crimson lake, black, white, anything useable for skin colors, and grass green.

5. for my winner/loser to be happy....but then hed have to leave his wife, which would make her unhappy, and i cant wish iill upon one person, a stranger even, to make my friend happy. so....i still want my winner/loser to be happy.


5 thigns that make me very sad

1. darren of go cat go, i think his last name is spears but for some reason im drawing a blank.
2. mia zapada
3. andrew martinez
4. eric...laufter? i am too many pbrs in and i am having a hard time with last names, of two timin three/four...
5. the fucked up fact that they wont be the only ones and its only a matter of time till the world of punk/rockabilly/psychobilly that i love so much will be ripped apart again


5 things that restore some faith in something

1. it wont always be bad, some people will thrive for a very long time
2. random fluff peices on the news about average everyday people who do something heroic\
3. polite children
4. beautifull tattoos
5. when i take a chance and be myself fully and i get a positive response

5 bands/singers i love that almost no one i know listens to but should

1. go cat go
2. sassparilla jug band
3. shivering denizens
4. blitzkid
5.wolfgang parker


i cant think of anymore to put forth. tell me some of your five thigns? five of anything.