I am tired. Bored. I am stressed. I am getting sick too.... Stress does that to me... it wears me down a little a time until I get sick & have to STOP. I guess i need to listen to my body more & the little signals it sends.... But if i did that then I would be having alot less fun! ^^ haha
I need a trip, some adventure, something unknown, unexpected, unplanned. If I still had my van I would load it up with a few clothes, pillows, blankets, my music & beer... and i'd just drive. Just drive till i found a place where I could see the stars go on & on forever...and i'd listen to some great music & just stare up at the stars. Plans beyond that are unnecessary. Music & freedom, what more do you need?
I can take some time off of work... can't afford it but i can take it. was thinking of visiting my mom in Ny when she heads there. I can only take my mom in very small spoonfuls. Or I could head down to Fla & visit my mom before she heads to Ny & I could also visit my BFF~ Tash in the process....ummm not sure which is more appealing. That flight from Seattle to PBI isn't fun, that's for damn sure!!! I was also just thinking of buying a tent & just heading to the woods for a few days~ just me.... but that might turn out to be both creepy & soggy . I just need a break from reality... & a massage.
2 of my roomies leave on wed for almost a month... Can you say PARTY!!!! I am so excited about that shit!!! I need a break from them!
The weather in Seattle, right now, is that confused weather. Can't decide what it wants to be... lots of steady rain, light rain, 40 degree cold, cloudy skies, windy, sun breaks, thunder storms or summer skies. You can take bets, daily, on how incorrect the weather man's ( or Weather person, if your one of those PC fucks) gonna be. This is the time of year in the Pacific North West where both the skies & people are moody. We are all fucking crabby~ tired of this Endless, Cold Grey Wnter which lasts 8 months out of the year. We are tired of being teased with glorious sunny days, monday - friday, followed by shit weather on the weekends. Its depressing & demoralizing.
While I love the late spring & summer here.... the hell one goes though to get to said times of year... is unexplainable to those who have not lived in climate like this. At one point in my life i would have attempted to describe this~ however after living here for a few years, i have realized that to describe this to someone who hasn't experienced it ,is like trying to describe a specific color to someone who has always been blind. You can get close to describing it, but there will always be something critical missing.
Yeah sometimes I'm deep. Other times I'm just in deep shit.
I need a trip, some adventure, something unknown, unexpected, unplanned. If I still had my van I would load it up with a few clothes, pillows, blankets, my music & beer... and i'd just drive. Just drive till i found a place where I could see the stars go on & on forever...and i'd listen to some great music & just stare up at the stars. Plans beyond that are unnecessary. Music & freedom, what more do you need?
I can take some time off of work... can't afford it but i can take it. was thinking of visiting my mom in Ny when she heads there. I can only take my mom in very small spoonfuls. Or I could head down to Fla & visit my mom before she heads to Ny & I could also visit my BFF~ Tash in the process....ummm not sure which is more appealing. That flight from Seattle to PBI isn't fun, that's for damn sure!!! I was also just thinking of buying a tent & just heading to the woods for a few days~ just me.... but that might turn out to be both creepy & soggy . I just need a break from reality... & a massage.
2 of my roomies leave on wed for almost a month... Can you say PARTY!!!! I am so excited about that shit!!! I need a break from them!
The weather in Seattle, right now, is that confused weather. Can't decide what it wants to be... lots of steady rain, light rain, 40 degree cold, cloudy skies, windy, sun breaks, thunder storms or summer skies. You can take bets, daily, on how incorrect the weather man's ( or Weather person, if your one of those PC fucks) gonna be. This is the time of year in the Pacific North West where both the skies & people are moody. We are all fucking crabby~ tired of this Endless, Cold Grey Wnter which lasts 8 months out of the year. We are tired of being teased with glorious sunny days, monday - friday, followed by shit weather on the weekends. Its depressing & demoralizing.
While I love the late spring & summer here.... the hell one goes though to get to said times of year... is unexplainable to those who have not lived in climate like this. At one point in my life i would have attempted to describe this~ however after living here for a few years, i have realized that to describe this to someone who hasn't experienced it ,is like trying to describe a specific color to someone who has always been blind. You can get close to describing it, but there will always be something critical missing.
Yeah sometimes I'm deep. Other times I'm just in deep shit.
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I want to get the hell out of Seattle for a couple of days--just go anywhere at all. This has been the roughest, longest winter ever since I've lived here; I'm ready for everyone to feel happy in the sunshine. As you said, the people and weather are way too temperamental right now.
Here's to hoping the next sunny day will be the first in a series of many.