My truth...Right now & other random ramblings
Not a bad week all in all, had some good times... but i am sure as shit glad it is Friday & the weekend!
So I am Single. I am horny. I still love an Ex or two. And that doesn't matter. I am not going backwards, only forwards. But I am lonely.. mostly for Sex- if not the act, (which I very much enjoy), then certainly the pleasure of sex. I am not getting any and so.... at this moment:
I wanna drink & Fuck!
Then eat gummy bears afterward.
Unless you are my friend, I don't want you to sleep beside me after our mutual gratification. I wanna hear the satisfying sound of the door closing shut after you.
Its been years sense I have heard that sound. I never thought I'd miss it. But I do. It's the sound of pleasure- on my terms.
("you" being the person i would be having sex with -dumb-ass)
Sounds bitchy... but i don't wanna deal with anyone's "feelings" or Drama. For once I want it to be about me, what I want & need- not the other crap.
Friends are another matter. I would do almost anything for my friends.. even listen to their drama's unfold. I have a few closely chosen friends... in my inner "world". Those are the people I trust & love.
I am excited about moving! And I am excited about the future.
But right now, I want juice and sex.
LoL
maybe i should go work out... get some of this energy out of my system.
or I could paint.
The night is young.
Not a bad week all in all, had some good times... but i am sure as shit glad it is Friday & the weekend!
So I am Single. I am horny. I still love an Ex or two. And that doesn't matter. I am not going backwards, only forwards. But I am lonely.. mostly for Sex- if not the act, (which I very much enjoy), then certainly the pleasure of sex. I am not getting any and so.... at this moment:
I wanna drink & Fuck!
Then eat gummy bears afterward.
Unless you are my friend, I don't want you to sleep beside me after our mutual gratification. I wanna hear the satisfying sound of the door closing shut after you.
Its been years sense I have heard that sound. I never thought I'd miss it. But I do. It's the sound of pleasure- on my terms.
("you" being the person i would be having sex with -dumb-ass)
Sounds bitchy... but i don't wanna deal with anyone's "feelings" or Drama. For once I want it to be about me, what I want & need- not the other crap.
Friends are another matter. I would do almost anything for my friends.. even listen to their drama's unfold. I have a few closely chosen friends... in my inner "world". Those are the people I trust & love.
I am excited about moving! And I am excited about the future.
But right now, I want juice and sex.
LoL
maybe i should go work out... get some of this energy out of my system.
or I could paint.
The night is young.