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So I am sick. Not just in the mind anymore- but in body & spirit now. Stupid Party....! I'd even been taking my vitamins. gummy bear vitamins, yes- but they are still vitamins!


This sucks...
I am supposed to go to a show tonight with my Roommate & friend but - I am not feeling up to it... I bailed on the same friend the...
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My weekend so Far................................... part 2

O.k. so I got home about an hour ago.
I am a little hung over but not like yesterday... or last night.

Went over to my friend's house last night, 3 of us made Chili.
It was Fucking RAD!
2 more friends showed up & we drank, ate, & watched, Star Wars!
Again, Fucking AWESOME!

Before the movie started,...
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stephean:
wait...your a renny and ya cant deal with hangovers?...Ive been ok...unemployed..but ok
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O.K. Weekend update- so far

~So last night I got TRASHED!

Went to Bar after work.

came home, drank.

Went to a small party @ friends house. Had a lot of fun. Drank alot.

Found myself in a moral choice.

Vomited in a cup. Successfully.

Passed the fuck out.


Woke up this morning at 8, to bright Sunlight in eyes.
I have the worst Hangover,...
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stephean:
moral choices huh?
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I am tired but so excited that today was the start of a 3 day weekend. I intend to do nothing... maybe clean my room & do some laundry... Ok so a brief update on current events.. a skim of the service if you will...

I have kinda fallen off the face of the earth... so many of my friends are pissed at me but......
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austere:
zomg hi!

how are you? i have not seen you in many moons and it makes me less happy.
silentwhisper:
I <3 Dexter, did you watch any of the second season?
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I am so fucking tired of working! I am working so much. Just got paid & i am broke again... but hey I paid all of my bills. Thats something right??
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So I leave for Alaska tomorrow morning..... will be there until late sunday night. I hope I have some fun & dont work the whole time...
r0nin:
Have a safe trip! kiss
r0nin:
Woohoo! You're almost home! kiss
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ok- so music really is my life....
if i couldn't have my music- i'd rather choose not to live.
Bold statement -yes-
true statement- yes-

I have been neglecting my music collection & my playlists..... (because i have been drinking a bit much & because i do not have my own computer... I haven't had one sense the hurricane...) I am going to get a...
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theecontender:
ANALOG FTMFW!!!!
austere:
zomg the watchmen preview was amazing. i didnt see that one until last night, though, when i finally saw the dark night. i did not know there was a GI Joe movie coming out, though. eegads that is awesome. it better not suck. GI Joe is a real American hero.

ps. i know how you feel about wanting to drive somewhere dark and quiet and just get lost in music. i love that. probably my favorite thing about living in florida - lots of stars.
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days not drinking
me= 5
me <3 alcohol =43

ok so i have had 3 cigs today...

been jamming to music all day.. laying in the sun & "relaxing"
I am lonely... & just wanna fuck for like 2 days straight.... la sigh.. but at this no guy with which to do that... no one that i can call mine....

Wanted to paint but... was...
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r0nin:
msn is FUBAR today, so I'm leaving you a message here instead kiss
austere:
haha oh my. haha 2 days straight, eh?
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ok- so I have all of these friend requests... but if i dont know you or haven't talked to you in chat odds are I wont add you! Sorry but there are alot of weirdos out there. Being one myself... i know. So if you really wanna be my freinds- chat/ talk to me .......

I have 4 smokes today... 0 drinks!

Days drinking or...
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racydee:
Me two days in a row of too much drinking before a too little too late dinner = too many hours spent late at night on this site.. I enjoyed some of your comments in the groups nice to meet you though one freaky person to another.



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Ok- So I love Bath products!!!!!!!!!!
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r0nin:
And one more just because I feel like it kiss
austere:
haha like bubble bath? or like rubber duckies?
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brief update

so last night was a bad one for me....to much going on in my head & it was hard to escape.... Sometimes it can be overwhelming....
but I did have a wonderful ray of sunshine help me out! Thank you for distracting me Mr. R0. your awesome!

Have to go to work soon.. and i really don't want to! = ick!! of course...
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