kabuki29

Sometimes the blues hits you. It's without reason. Without sense. It just happens.

The blues hit me not long ago. The strange reason is, it hit be because of something that happened a few month ago.

I am a security guard and i like that work, because its not really work. I guard buildings, concerts and conventions. Most of the time you just stand around and look mean. The rest of the time you simply dont let people pass a specific point or you call the police. Easiest work there is, a ape could do it.
A few month ago i had to help watching a hospital at night. There are huge tunnels under the buildings. They are used to connect the diffrent buildings and to have easy access to the storage areas.
I was alone there and i discoverd that some homeless people use the tunnels to sleep, cause its warm there, and outside it was cold. I had let them stay, all vital areas are closed off, you cant reach them without the right keys. The next day i asked my boss what we should do about them. He told me to kick them out.
I told him to fuck off (i just said it nicer) and did not go back to the hospital. I simply could not do that. All they wanted was not to freeze to death in there sleep.
I am sure that another one got there that night and kicked them out.
Did i do right? i have no idea. Did i do enough?

I think. I ponder. I dislike this world sometimes. I have the blues.

nuff said.