the last few days have been part of an amazing journey that i have been refering to as enterance to the craphole that life has become.
between everything that has been going on with freinds and such, i have been trying to keep to myself for at least a day to get my sanity back. not that it was ever there to begin with you see.
new years came and went just like every other day only i was beyond loaded at one point.
i got mixed reviews from people all night. found out that an ex love of my life is going back into the single population. i really dont want to get reinvolved but its become intresting in my mind to think about what would have been if he didnt run out on me.
i was happy to see that things went wrong in his life at one point. but that was just bitchy on my part to wish him ill will i guess.
i think im just bitter
between everything that has been going on with freinds and such, i have been trying to keep to myself for at least a day to get my sanity back. not that it was ever there to begin with you see.
new years came and went just like every other day only i was beyond loaded at one point.
i got mixed reviews from people all night. found out that an ex love of my life is going back into the single population. i really dont want to get reinvolved but its become intresting in my mind to think about what would have been if he didnt run out on me.
i was happy to see that things went wrong in his life at one point. but that was just bitchy on my part to wish him ill will i guess.
i think im just bitter
we all get lonely...
but when we find joy in others pain.....especially an ex-lover....
we no longer have love for that person....
just a want for revenge...