i linked a bunch of people from my aol journal to read in here because that damned thing has a limit of 2500 characters before it cuts you off. sg on the other hand will let you type until your fingers fall off. only itwill only keep the entry for thirty days/
so now that we are all here, or for anyone new joining us, turkey day sucked ass.
part of it has to do with this strange subject that i was presented with.
i have spoken about my freinds and their troubles before, many of them i have even had icons for. in this case though it is something so personal for one of them that i cant even use intitials because its easy to deduce who this might be in trouble.
so i have this freind, lately we have been more on the outs with each other. we remain true to each other for the most part only she partakes in some behavior that most would find a little whorish. it puts me in a weird place because i dont want to defend her for what she is bringing on herself, yet if i dont someone else will just continue to bash her rep.
anyways, she calls me today as im in transit on 90/94 going back into chicago from shithole indianna.
lately she has been more mentally unstable than ever before. like most people i was blaming her agression on the fact that she has been known to be on the bit on the wild side and has been indulging her inner slut a little too much latley at the expense of a guy she claims to truly be in love with.
with all her past stories and such it was nothing rare to hear a tale of guys she wanted to have sex with, people she was readily having sex with, etc. and it was getting to everyone. i had told her i was sick of hearing about it..blah blah blah.
so while talking today she seemed a little down. i asked about it stupid me, and she goes on to tell me that there was a problem involving her boss.she had admitted to me in the past she had the desire to sleep with her boss, or had or whatnot who knows at this point, and i figured she had finally broken up the marriage or something.
what she went on to say was even more shocking coming from her.
she went on to pretty much lead me to assume that she had been raped by him.
i dont want to call her a liar because i dont have all the facts. but i cant tell if she is just looking for attention and made up the story as cover for everyone knowing shes screwing around or if this is a serious issue, or what.
i dont even know.
what really gets to me is why me and why now.
i realize that she felt comfortable telling me of all people but shit. i dont know what to believe.
i dont want to discredit her story but i dont have the facts.
so i leave this one up to the reader.
the girl cheats all the time , she has been known to get with lots of guys that last few weeks months, especially over the last year.
everyone is kind of talking shit about her because her behavior is out in the open for the most part.
so without looking like an asshole do i believe her or because she has lied to me in the past over stupid shit, do i just take it as a story and shut her down?
so now that we are all here, or for anyone new joining us, turkey day sucked ass.
part of it has to do with this strange subject that i was presented with.
i have spoken about my freinds and their troubles before, many of them i have even had icons for. in this case though it is something so personal for one of them that i cant even use intitials because its easy to deduce who this might be in trouble.
so i have this freind, lately we have been more on the outs with each other. we remain true to each other for the most part only she partakes in some behavior that most would find a little whorish. it puts me in a weird place because i dont want to defend her for what she is bringing on herself, yet if i dont someone else will just continue to bash her rep.
anyways, she calls me today as im in transit on 90/94 going back into chicago from shithole indianna.
lately she has been more mentally unstable than ever before. like most people i was blaming her agression on the fact that she has been known to be on the bit on the wild side and has been indulging her inner slut a little too much latley at the expense of a guy she claims to truly be in love with.
with all her past stories and such it was nothing rare to hear a tale of guys she wanted to have sex with, people she was readily having sex with, etc. and it was getting to everyone. i had told her i was sick of hearing about it..blah blah blah.
so while talking today she seemed a little down. i asked about it stupid me, and she goes on to tell me that there was a problem involving her boss.she had admitted to me in the past she had the desire to sleep with her boss, or had or whatnot who knows at this point, and i figured she had finally broken up the marriage or something.
what she went on to say was even more shocking coming from her.
she went on to pretty much lead me to assume that she had been raped by him.
i dont want to call her a liar because i dont have all the facts. but i cant tell if she is just looking for attention and made up the story as cover for everyone knowing shes screwing around or if this is a serious issue, or what.
i dont even know.
what really gets to me is why me and why now.
i realize that she felt comfortable telling me of all people but shit. i dont know what to believe.
i dont want to discredit her story but i dont have the facts.
so i leave this one up to the reader.
the girl cheats all the time , she has been known to get with lots of guys that last few weeks months, especially over the last year.
everyone is kind of talking shit about her because her behavior is out in the open for the most part.
so without looking like an asshole do i believe her or because she has lied to me in the past over stupid shit, do i just take it as a story and shut her down?
HI!
-Patrick