jynastar

today is a little better. had a boring time out at the bar. it was so dead. got to see a few people i missed caz i have been a bum and not really leaving the hosue lately. i hate being poor.
i am the most paranoid person on earth. i think that j is avoiding me and i get this sick feeling in my stomache thinking about it. i loves you...please talk to me..
working on a few odd things around the house and its enough to make my brain explode.
talked to my friend bryan today which was a good thing. i always miss people the most just after they are gone.