jynastar

i just realized the irony of my away message saying i have been sleeping for three hours now yet here i am still online...you mean this isnt all just some wonderful dream?

i made a choice to post more of my articles in here. that is coming soon. thanks those that asked about it

thanks for the kissy mikey.
back at you
i had a really boring day. nothing worth writing about. i can post this poem i wrote if anyone wants to read it.
this is for all you musicans out there...

-untitled- (give it a name if you want)
delicate spirals of black decend down his cheeks
masking the warmth of his golden eyes
flushed, reddedned with...
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what really annoys me is when people that you make a point of leaving out of things keep trying to get recentered in your world.
its like i am not a mean person. i hate being mean to people but for gawdsakes know when your use has come up and be on your way.
for example we have a certin person that likes to leave...
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went out with some freinds and just happened to run into . ok so it was more like i know where she was working tonight.
had a wonderful time.
leaving with the stars shinning bright i nearly skipped back to the car.

never ever ever ever go into crate and barrel with anyone that may be a bit out of their mind.
went shopping with for a few hours when she drags me into this "place" and spends the next two hours bouncing back and forth between two sizes of milk crates in about a dozen colors.
"i like these"
thats great, i thought slumping on the...
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someone did an interview with me a few weeks ago.
i thought it was cute so i posted it.

enjoy

When the local Chicago rock band, Kill Hannah, released a new album last month, two girls attending an in-store performance by the band asked Jyn Radakovits for her autograph. The casual observer could consider autograph signing a normal occurrence at a band's record release and...
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its days like that that i feel less like a ambitious writer and more like a guest on jerry springer.
i hate appearing snobby but i really do think that most people are above a certin level of behavior. call it freudian or whatever but normal people dont piss in their own yards or sratch their ass with a butter knife. when i meet these...
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out of somewhat boredom i have been watching beat the geeks and playing along. its strange i know just about all the movies and music answers.
i think this proves that i have no fucking life. that and i am drinking stoli and green koolaid as my posion of choice this evening.
melissa and i got in a good talk about just running off today...
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sometimes i think i live in a soap opera. it feels that way.
in a strange introspective way i have ecome the wise answer woman of the village and all the folks near and far have wandered over to me to ask their one question as they press my palm with some silver coin.
i dont know the meaning of life and i never will....
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i dont know what the fuck it is with the weather lately. its soooo cold in here (about 34 in my place with the heat not working) so i spent the whole night wrapped in a blanket.
it seems like the whole world is falling to pieces today.
between everything else i have watched a rather strange breakup with two freinds, still have

complaining to...
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does anyone really beleive in dreams? i think i need to find some direction on this one

dont have much to rant about this evening. watched the new matrix movie this evening. if you havent seen it yet, please dont. spare yourself the pointlessness.
if the second movie made the first look like bullshit, the third installment equated to the depths of watching seseme street in spanish.
without anything exciting going on tonight online and two of my favorite websites being fucked...
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