when is the last time i wrote a journal entry about going into a public bathroom? never i think.
i'm gunna use this are part of a review for the club i was at.
enjoy
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the bathrooms were about the same depth as a refridgerator box, toliet sink and hand dryer piled into a space the sixe of half a port of john.
i...
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i'm gunna use this are part of a review for the club i was at.
enjoy
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the bathrooms were about the same depth as a refridgerator box, toliet sink and hand dryer piled into a space the sixe of half a port of john.
i...
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i had another day that iw as wondering just what was the meaning behind my own exsistance.
its so fucking stupid.
in other news, i was among the retards that raced out to see lotr. took about 3 hours and 20 mins off my life that i will never get back but im not complaining too much.
talked to
and went back into spasms of...
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its so fucking stupid.
in other news, i was among the retards that raced out to see lotr. took about 3 hours and 20 mins off my life that i will never get back but im not complaining too much.
talked to

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im still alive. too tired to write a whole lot. its been a good damned day for the most part.
glad to hear mikey is ok
glad to hear mikey is ok
jynastar:
long time no write. i have been pretty busy with all the other stuff that occupies my time.
guess what i found a job finally.
went out with
last night.
guess what i found a job finally.
went out with

its strange that i really have no feeling about anything right now other than this twitching that is going on inside of me.
i dont know what to think about the whole jason thing and its hard to emote when is going on inside of my head right now. i think i just need to take a second to breathe and get it all out...
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i dont know what to think about the whole jason thing and its hard to emote when is going on inside of my head right now. i think i just need to take a second to breathe and get it all out...
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darkskyy1:
SGSTL X-MAS EXTRAVGANZA
Saturday December 20 @ 8:00 PM
@ Atomic Cowboy - http://www.atomic-cowboy.com
7336 Manchester
The first ever SGSTL X-mas party will be held at The Atomic Cowboy in Maplewood, on Saturday, December 20th. The party will start at 8pm so that the festivities do not conflict with dinner and so that there will still be ample time to partake in the St. Louis nightlife. All SGSTL members are encouraged to bring guests. We will be having a gift exchange that night and all members will be required to bring one gift ranging from $5-$10. Member guests are allowed to partake in the gift exchange only if they bring a gift to contribute. Please RSVP ASAP on darkskyy1's page.
Saturday December 20 @ 8:00 PM
@ Atomic Cowboy - http://www.atomic-cowboy.com
7336 Manchester
The first ever SGSTL X-mas party will be held at The Atomic Cowboy in Maplewood, on Saturday, December 20th. The party will start at 8pm so that the festivities do not conflict with dinner and so that there will still be ample time to partake in the St. Louis nightlife. All SGSTL members are encouraged to bring guests. We will be having a gift exchange that night and all members will be required to bring one gift ranging from $5-$10. Member guests are allowed to partake in the gift exchange only if they bring a gift to contribute. Please RSVP ASAP on darkskyy1's page.
feeling kinda sick again today...damn weather
its really hard to explain feeling of love. i think love and hate are such a closely linked emotion that its impossible to really experince either in any way that makes rational sense.
love is like falling down really fast and not having the ability to get back up. its that sinking feeling inside that you feel so alone with your heart out there in...
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love is like falling down really fast and not having the ability to get back up. its that sinking feeling inside that you feel so alone with your heart out there in...
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when i woke up from the dream i realized one thing. i was still terribly in love with
but it wasnt just that. i was in love with the night sky, and the way the wind tossed the curtins with invisable fingers. the way the light of the tv screen flickered in the darkness.
the way i felt alive in this moment. captured as if...
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the way i felt alive in this moment. captured as if...
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oh shit i had the most beautiful dream last night.
i am starting to believe that maybe there is a reason to my exsistance after all
i am starting to believe that maybe there is a reason to my exsistance after all
i need a nap. thanks for the advice last night folks. still waiting for the jury to come back with the verdict here on her behavior
i linked a bunch of people from my aol journal to read in here because that damned thing has a limit of 2500 characters before it cuts you off. sg on the other hand will let you type until your fingers fall off. only itwill only keep the entry for thirty days/
so now that we are all here, or for anyone new joining us,...
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so now that we are all here, or for anyone new joining us,...
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lamontbond:
Hey I've seen you around on the KH board for the past few years and i just wanted to stop by and say "HI!"
HI!
-Patrick
HI!
-Patrick
jynastar:
hi patrick..

i hate family holidays full report tomarrow.
random note of the night.
its my ambition in life to teach english to cab drivers
random note of the night.
its my ambition in life to teach english to cab drivers
today was among the really shitty days that i would to forget. more on that tomarrow.