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Bitch cum & cry

Slap me cuz its the only way to get me to listen

Tie me up w/ ur lies & cheating & I'll be back for more

Nails digging in my back as the knife also penetrates skin

Scar me like the whole I am, the slut u made me

My hate for u is the luv I will never understand

The pain u give allows me to live one more day

I lust for what I cannot have, I stay w/ the ones who run me thru tha ringer

I have no trust, I am just ur slave, ur god, ur sinner

When I'm down on u, I'm all u need

When I turn my back, ur drinkin anothers seed

Ripped up tore back, this boy is ur whore, ur slave, ur slut

Knowing every Goddamn day I should turn & walk away

Find another user to tame, play another game & still know no shame

To be her toy is everything, thou I'm not the only one

I learn to turn my head, look away & absorb all of her dis-ease (disease)

The scars I have are from the luv I hate & reminders of the hate that I luv.


*take this how u may, it is whats in my fuck'd up brain we lust for pain, stay w/ the ones we shouldnt, & lust for those we cannot have, ain't it a bitch?*