jwmonkey

So tonight I shroomed for the first time in 15 years , Was ok i was expecting alot more visuals I started with a gram and an hour later ate the rest of my 8th . Over the last few years I found that I dont like getting stoned anymore and that I get too many panic attacks to really enjoy being high and with all the shit in the world news going on i guess its better to keep a clear head most of the time anyways because otherwise I would be getting high everynight spending all my money on the KInd. So I was sort of aprehensive about doing shrooms , I remember all the acid trips i did when i was young and now that I have a different perspective on life i dont know if i could handle letting go of my self control even for a little while. But it wasnt like that the only thing that really happened was I lost a little time consciousness and got some minor visuals and a nice chest and body buzz. I did this home and alond cause i was afraid of a bad trip but I would do em again it was extremely mellow and being outside with good company would even be better.

P.S I talked to GOD tonight , nothing ,much was said just got a pat on the head and an affermation that we are still tight.