juude

So I really felt the need to blog at 2 in the morning apparently. But its gonna be short because i just moved into a new apartment without internet so I'm blogging from my phone. But I see my blog as a way of venting. And boy do I need to vent but everyone else is this apartment is on drugs and cant focus long enough so I can talk.

Today was a pretty good day. The skys were clear. The sun shining. I repeatedly cursed myself for forgetting my camera at home. And its on this gorgeous day I found out that one of my friends from the past got news from her doctor today that she has a baseball sized tumor in her chest. This news, left me in shock and I just stared into space and inside me a tornado was whirling. I got up 2 hours later, drove home, and cried for hours. I couldn't stop, it was one of those cries where my whole body tremored and I thought I wouldn't stop.

I'm still shocked, and hurting, but she is so optimistic. And she is so brave and beautiful. And so many people can learn from her courage.

So I just ask please keep my friend in your thoughts and prayers. Send positive energy her way. She deserves every bit, and every bit helps.