well I think the girl in question that i've had such a trouble with is trying to contact me again. I dont know why but i'm conflicted. i still have feelings for her but she generally treated me like shit and kept me hidden from most of her real friends but i dont really care about it much anymore. if i get laid out of it maybe itll be worth it 
but really ive been making new friends again and making contact with old ones and i dont really care to have a relationship right now. i waited three years to try a relationship since the one before REALLY fell apart and this is what happened so itll be a few years again. i need to find a hobby and a good job i enjoy right now. those are my priorities. that and getting high and drunk and having as much fun as i can.
i want to start something new in my life but i dont know what. partly because of the idea of having a kid in my head and now i need something to replace it. ideas?
but really ive been making new friends again and making contact with old ones and i dont really care to have a relationship right now. i waited three years to try a relationship since the one before REALLY fell apart and this is what happened so itll be a few years again. i need to find a hobby and a good job i enjoy right now. those are my priorities. that and getting high and drunk and having as much fun as i can.
i want to start something new in my life but i dont know what. partly because of the idea of having a kid in my head and now i need something to replace it. ideas?
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You're assuming people will actually send me money. If they do, I'll be sure to send some your way.