justpaul

ok, ill write. for you mary :p
went thru a few jobs in the last few months, dont really know what i want to do with my life. i just quit my last job a couple days ago but it was just cleaning and i hate cleaning. i gotta go hand in resumes today or tomarrow. ive been so stressed out about this one girl. i dont even know whats going on with her but i think shes back with the ex i took her from. its been on and off for a bit. i just like her a lot and i want it to work but i doubt it will. i hate this town is small and secluded and boring as fuck so basically what i do is drink on my days, smoke weed all the time, hang out with courtney (the girl) and usually end up fucking or cole or sit around and play video games. sometimes i go out biking/mountain biking. so exciting. the only really fun thing i havent even had in too long. well a week or so but thats too long for me. half a day is too long for me! well i dont know what else to say right now so i need to go get off. night!