I pulled into town at 1:00am. 1:00AM!!!??!!! Wtf happened to my Modest Mouse concerts keeping me up until 3:30. Happy, fulfilled, and whatnot.
Well, it just didn't happen tonight. I don't really think it's going to happen again. So this is what it feels like to be disappointed with your all time favorite band.
The last few times haven't been all that I expected. This...
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Well, it just didn't happen tonight. I don't really think it's going to happen again. So this is what it feels like to be disappointed with your all time favorite band.
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tiffanymarie:
that's a real bummer that you went last night just trying to give your "favorite band" one last shot. i bet all the hype has gotten to them, therefore they don't care as much as they used to about rockin' on stage. whatever though, it happens i guess. sad but true. i'd stick to the craiglist.com, or ebay thing. good luck with what you decide sweetie.
arcanite:
I was pretty funny seeing flaming crackers in the microwave, but man, it made the kitchen stink.
I was so angry yesturday. Like this: 
Not even about evil customers. It seemed like the good/bad ratio was better then ever. Nice person, evil person. Nice person, evil person. Nice person, nice person! Wow. An even bigger WOW because it was a Sunday. Nice people on Sunday= must not have gone to church.
My husband just now came out of the dog house. Yay!...
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Not even about evil customers. It seemed like the good/bad ratio was better then ever. Nice person, evil person. Nice person, evil person. Nice person, nice person! Wow. An even bigger WOW because it was a Sunday. Nice people on Sunday= must not have gone to church.
My husband just now came out of the dog house. Yay!...
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I have to plan a bachelor/bachelorette party. In Portland, on a Tuesday night. Any ideas? Plllleeeeaaassseee help me out! It's gotta be this month, so with the holidays, it's going to be pretty damn crazy.
The countdown to Tuesday is on. The hubby and I are going to spend ALL DAY LONG wandering around Portland. He doesn't know this yet.
But dammit, I need to...
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The countdown to Tuesday is on. The hubby and I are going to spend ALL DAY LONG wandering around Portland. He doesn't know this yet.
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arcanite:
Yeah, I'd been meaning to put him in for a while, so thanks for the reminder. He's in my pics folder now.
india:
woo modest mouse!!
Things I learned today:
1) texturing your wall is a bitch.
2) walls will never look as good as you imagined.
3) painting takes FOREVER! those shows like Trading Spaces must hire a shit load of people to help on those houses, that they don't show on tv. There is NO way they could get the stuff they do done in two days.
4) I...
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1) texturing your wall is a bitch.
2) walls will never look as good as you imagined.
3) painting takes FOREVER! those shows like Trading Spaces must hire a shit load of people to help on those houses, that they don't show on tv. There is NO way they could get the stuff they do done in two days.
4) I...
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arcanite:
Yep, no fixing up, no mortgage....
robby_hellfire:
Thank u very much beautiful!!!
Hmmm... what to say? I'm horny. Taking a long, hot, steamy bath; listening to the entire length of your all time favorite cd, and shaving the naughty bits will do that to a person. This could totally get me out of my depression.
It was my day off today. However, I was working all day long. My bathroom is going to be almost finished tomorrow....
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It was my day off today. However, I was working all day long. My bathroom is going to be almost finished tomorrow....
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robby_hellfire:
Nice! 
jcup:
No, your email is on there, but when you email me I just see an email and wonder...who the fuck is this,though it's on my safe list. So, should I put Joni? Went blonde eh? Do you like it?
Have you ever wanted to just shut up... but keep on talking?
brite_red_scream:
yeah....i do this constantly...especially when there are drinks in the mix....fuckin alcohol!
rudegirl:
Hey sexy pants, hope youre doing better.
I had a dream that I died. Eric was driving, I was in the passenger seat. I think I said something like "we need some excitement". He said "here's some", and swerved the car across the other lane. We were heading right off the side of a cliff. Even though I was in the car, the feeling was more like falling off a building would...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
I think the $$ makes it easier, possibly one less stressor but any others would still be there. At least that is the way it was with my ex and I... I think the change in finances only prolonged my agony...
uggghhh.. k enough of those memories.
uggghhh.. k enough of those memories.
I love strippers. But I hate hangovers. I've got a damn BAD one right now. It just took me over an hour to get out of bed. Very slowly. I'm thinking even if I puke, I wont feel any better.
brite_red_scream:
ouch....you MUST have had a good time last night....i HEART the strippers too! oh my gahhh....the things they can do with a pole! it's amazing 
Okay, I'm only writing this journal becuase I don't want to look at the last one again. I'm being a coward. I'm doing nothing. Almost as much as my mom....
I'm so close to tears right now, writing people emails is making me feel like I'm in a freaking counseling session. Trying to use other people's questions to try to figure yourself out. It doesn't...
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I'm so close to tears right now, writing people emails is making me feel like I'm in a freaking counseling session. Trying to use other people's questions to try to figure yourself out. It doesn't...
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rudegirl:
Do'nt let your escape be ruined. Everyone needs one now and then.
tiffanymarie:
That's a great idea, but you still have to spend money buying the materials. Hmmm... maybe that's what I'll do. I know my mom would surely cherish me baking something for her. Thanks so much sweetie!
My mom tried to kill herself.
I'm the one who had to call the police.
Her husband was there, and didn't bother.
I'm suppose to be doing something.
But I don't know what.
Update: So here's what happened. My phone is ringing off the hook this morning. We haven't been answering it, because all it is are sales people. I had finally had enough, picked...
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I'm the one who had to call the police.
Her husband was there, and didn't bother.
I'm suppose to be doing something.
But I don't know what.
Update: So here's what happened. My phone is ringing off the hook this morning. We haven't been answering it, because all it is are sales people. I had finally had enough, picked...
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tiffanymarie:
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry once again about your mom. I hope that this doesn't happen again. It sounds like she needs to get away from that husband of hers. Thank you for thinking about me, I know it's a fucked up situation, but I understand. Take care of yourself. And don't forget if there is anything at all email me or comment me.
Did you make it through those four hours? I couldn't have. Geez, you are tough! Take care sweetie.
Did you make it through those four hours? I couldn't have. Geez, you are tough! Take care sweetie.
rudegirl:
Why won't she leave him? Fear? Perhaps she could stay with you for awhile. Stay strong for her , doll. Lemme know if i can do anything for you.
Could you have winter depression?
1> You have trouble at work, making frequent mistakes or taking much longer than usual to finish your projects.
Check!
2> You can't keep up with household chores, and you miss deadlines for paying bills.
Check! I NEVER have late bills, til lately.
3> You need more sleep (sometimes hours more) than usual, have difficulty waking up and still feel...
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1> You have trouble at work, making frequent mistakes or taking much longer than usual to finish your projects.
Check!
2> You can't keep up with household chores, and you miss deadlines for paying bills.
Check! I NEVER have late bills, til lately.
3> You need more sleep (sometimes hours more) than usual, have difficulty waking up and still feel...
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arcanite:
WildMunk.
I get depressed a bit during the winter too, if I'm not careful.
I get depressed a bit during the winter too, if I'm not careful.
me44445:
That's a good guide to how to combat SAD... I'll try some of them
I'm in a depression.
I should be back shortly.
I should be back shortly.
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barbiq:
BE SOON!!!!!!!!! BY THE WAY THANKS FOR THE COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOON!!!!!!!!! BY THE WAY THANKS FOR THE COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jcup:
Im Sorry. Im not sure that there's anything to say that would be helpfull at all except that I hope you find something that you can love that will excite you and give you hope. I wish you something new and great that will change your life and make you feel good about your life and the direction it's headed.