I have sucesfully quit smoking I think, its been 2 months and I have no desires to smoke a cigg. Unfortunately, I have gained just about all the weight I busted my ass losing right back. I would much rather be 20lbs heavier then I want to be then have lung cancer. This weight will inevitably piss me off at some point and I will start working out like a maniac again. Until then, lethargically sitting in my chair playing video games and smoking weed.

I went camping 3 times this year, once with ECCT which was tamer then the passed 2 years, but still a good time, we shot some guns ...

second with my friend Jess which was pretty cool since we had the entire site to outselves and did some goofy ass shit, and third with some work friends in upstate NY.
That last one was cool except it was dipping below 30 degrees at night and I had nobody to keep me warm in my sleeping bag.


I realized before posting this that I never posted in here what happened to my bugeye Subaru ...

Yes, that is really her in that video racing home from work.
2 days prior to this picture, I quit smoking ciggarettes, the day before this picture I spent an hour and a half cleaning the interior, mostly windows and the film from smoking ciggs that was left behind. The morning this picture was taken, I spent another 2 hours detailing the shit out of it. It looked so good, I decided to take a quick camera phone picture.
Later on that night, zoomusikgrl and derceto had a party for what I believe was derceto's moving in celebration. Had about 4 beers or so in the 3 hours I was there. Made my exit choosing the responsible route to not get drunk before driving. Was on the exit ramp of one highway to another, doing about 35-40 mph and suddenly the rear tires broke loose and the Subie was completely sideways, had no time to react or even try to counter steer. She hoped a very large curb setting the airbag off. Me not wearing my seatbelt, hit the bag. She then hit a telephone pole, me still not wearing the seatbelt then hit the windshield. I have pictures on the camera of the left side of my face that I only assume hit both the bag and glass. Will post at later date of those as well. Long story short, she was totalled.

I first saw her brought out to me like this ...
The forklift lowered her right in front of me. I am man enough to say I nearly cried. I spent a lot of sweat, time and money on her. Even though I was toying with the idea of selling and buying something else, that was not the way I wanted to see her go out. You can kind of see how close the telephone pole came to coming inside with me ...
I escape again with no broken bones. Cuts all around my face, 3 of which came less then 1'2 and inch from my left eye, and some muscles in my neck and shoulder and back that are still tense. Speaking of, who wants to give me a massage?
Moving on, I ended up getting a ridiculous deal on a new '08 Subaru STi. It sat on the lot of a dealer in upstate NY before Subaru took it back and put it up to a dealer only auction, where it was then in turn sold to me. Morons evidentally didnt think the value through and knocked 8 grand off the sticker. The car had 20 miles on it. There was one I was looking at with 12,000 more miles on it for the same price, so I told the guy I would "sleep on it", better known as go home and get money, and made a deposit the next morning. This was a picture (2) taken shortly after delivery ...
Painted the trim around the fogs red, they come silver, and the black bumper vents were red as well, 2 subtle accents, but I think they make a world of difference. The new Subie is definetly quicker and I am sure I will like it as much as I loved the bugeye. Started the process of getting to like it more by spending an obscene amount of money on full exhaust, short shifter and intake. Have tinted the windows and am about to apply colored rock guards on all the lights. Am going to get a front mount intercooler, bigger turbo and an access port next. Rims and lowering soon there after.
Incidentally NEVER buy a car from WAYNE SUBARU. Not even going to get into it, but trust me, I work at a dealership, if the deal wasnt so good, I would have bought nothing from them. TRUST ME.
Anyone know where I can get a good cheap pc? Maybe even a laptop? My little fucker is on its last legs, either that or just needs a good f disking. lol
Watching the Yankess win the world series made me realize one thing. Philadelphia Phillies are the only major league mens sports team .... where the mascot is feminine. I say more of this! Step forward newly annointed Chicago Cows, Milwaukee Deer, Washington Witches and Sacramento Queens of the NBA? What say you Dallas Cowgirls, Washington Squaws, Detroit Lioness' .. that might actually suit there recent play, and Oakland's Wenches ... lol that might suit them too. Lol enough of that.
Have been doing a shit load of fishing as well. Mostly trout fishing, went lake and ocean beach too. Got drunk more then anything ocean fishing. Sat starting at the waves drinking tequila for quite some time. lol Needless to say I did not drive home that day. The inner Pollack in me has been tilting my hand at an extraordinary pace lately. Having said that I am laying off the booze for a bit, or at the very least cutting back to my usual standards. lol This is photographic evidence of my bottom less thirst that has plagued my wallet and fattened those of my local drink slingers ....
My beverage was the one on the left next to a regular pint glass. I did not drive home that night either.
This is getting a bit long winded here. In closing I am 30 fucking 5 ... Still feel like I am in my 20's, is that a good or bad thing?
Ever watch something that makes you feel completely horrible about the way you have conducted yourself? This made me feel that way ...
On a much lesser note and a brighter end to this blog, has anyone seen this South Park episode .... ?
That has been a running joke for me and some people for some time now. Fucka you whale!!!!
Oh and this last one ...
OH BOB SAGET!!!!! Thats my new swear word. Lol It at least sounds like you are swearing when it is yelled. Try it! Until then, shake it easy ya'll!!! Oh, and that crush is still going strong.


