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Ok, this isnt the image heavy post either lol

I contemplated the worth of my job today. By that I mean, there have been a lot of people on really thin ice for various reasons. One of whom is an express tech, all he is responsible for is basic oil changes and shit like that. Every tech starts there pretty much, really mundane job, oil change after oil change after oil change. Well he has basically fucked up every aspect of his job at some point. Today, he is in the computer area, and decides to put up a swastika as the screen saver for the computer. Mind you, the owners of the dealer are jewish, and he works with 2 large Polish men, myself and one of the other techs. Other Polish dude finds it, tells me, and as I am going to have a look see, the owner walks in the room. I gotta say i went a little blind with rage, next thing I know other Polish dude, the owner and my manager are holding me back from the door and I am cursing like a drunken sailor. Long story short, I calmed myself down enough to realize that kicking his ass really wasnt worth being unemployed with lawsuits on my hands. I guess he didnt know I found out what he did and tried saying goodbye to me, I just glared at him and walked away. Fucking racist piece of shit. Do yourselves a favor, if you have any sort of racist bone in your body to that type of an extreme, take yourself off my friends list. And yes, the little mongloid looking fuck got himself fired ... finally.

In other news, I bought a new car. Will be posting before and after pictures of the bugeye Subie and a video and pictures of the new 08 Sti hatch after I get plates and can pimp it out a lil bit. More or less doing it for myself so I can look back on it. Some of you may appreciate it, although I am sure the majority of you could give a shit. Weird, I really miss that car though, I put a lot of time and effort into it and its a shame that it was totalled. At least I walked away from it pretty much unscathed. Could have been a lot worse as you will see in the totalled pictures. I guess this and other near death happenings in my life have made me the way I am. I try not to waste opportunity and kind of fly by the seat of my pants. Nobody is guaranteeing me tomorrow and I dont want to take anything for granted. lol Almost killing yourself makes for a cliche' spewing ass I think.

I havent smoked a ciggarette for 3 weeks now.

I am going camping in upstate NY for the weekend, Hunter mountain is having Oktoberfest, if only they had snow and I could break out my snowboard, this weekend would be perfect.

I have been a really grumpy bitch lately. Part of it is because of the car and being without one for 2 weeks definetly contributed. Other half is a bit more scary. I have been getting concussions since the early 90's. So much so that I am unsure as to how many exactly, I know by the late 90's it was up to around a dozen with varying degrees of severity. Needless to say, I am getting them easier and easier lately and am a bit afraid of whats happening and what will happen if I continue to get them. How I have gotten this many and have not sustained brain damage ... as far as I know anyway, is beyond me. I dont want to grow up to be a vegetable, but I dont want to walk around wearing a helmet either lol For any that dont know, some of the side effects are moodyness and chronic migraines. After crashing the Subaru, I would lose myself in my own conversations and it was taking me longer and longer to do common tasks that generally took me no time to do previously. The effects have disipated to an extent, but I still feel like I have been walking around in a fog lately and have not quite been myself. Anyway, I am just rambling here and appreciate anyone who had read this far. Next blog will be more full of fun shit. Keep your fingers crossed for me that the recent rash of shit storm has passed.

Shake it easy ya'll