justanotherjames

So the memories are a little fuzzy, but I'm pretty sure this is my 11th or 12th sad bastard lonely Valentine's Day in a row, at some point you have to stop chalking it up to bad luck and start to wonder if you have some massive character flaw that you're missing out on that the opposite sex sees so clearly. Meh...it's a bullshit holiday, but an excuse to be silly and over the top and sweet so I used to enjoy that, loneliness is something you get used to for the most part, but there are days when it still stings.