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So I felt I could trust her once again...She handed me this...her motives are pretty clear...this is sad because I know that she wants to continue to push me out...I should know better...when she is nice...she wants something...I don't have much to offer this person anymore...

^HER LETTER^

"Chris,
Galen starts Kinder 9/3/03. Chendra starts preshool the following week. I feel that it is appropriate to adjust their schedule as follows: Firday @ 6pm thru Sunday @ 6pm every other week. Wednesday dinner every other week from 6pm to 8pm. I feel that this would give them less interruptions during the school year & both of us an opportunity to have time with them. I would like to start the weekend of 9/6/03 @ your home then 9/13/03 @ my home. Please call me to discuss.

Regards,
Leilani

Galen's teacher is mrs. lewis @ elmonica elementary."


...she doesn't want me included in their lives...now she has the custody & is black mailing me...yeah she has some messed up shit on me...I was stupid once...well I still am...I currently have them everyweek...Am I an interuption to my children...All I do is love them to death...maybe it's painful for them...I thought about it...going back and forth confused...not knowing where home is...I wish I had redemption...no more rage...no more feiry...no more revenge...just a father who lived to love...& is loved by them...I haven't given up...because I have faith that they will save me...so my heart can rest...