junkyardjane

Thanks, I think? I'm really self-consious, in some ways, in others definitely not, but I didn't expect very much good feed-back, being stuck working with crap equip and not being uh.. like all air-brushed lookin' i guess. I'm who I am, and I like me, don't consider myself so great- looking, but I try to let my being show more so than my body? I guess. I definately think when spring comes around I'm gonna hop out and try to get a set done in the midst of a beautiful train-ride. And, no, it doesn't bother my knee. I'm pretty fuckin agile for a cripple, and all trains stop. Somewhere. And I'm sure he did want to cuddle, but you know what? That's not my problem anymore. I'm happy with myself. Insecurity is a big turn-off, and equating physical contact with love isn't healthy. Like if I'm not touching you 24-7 I don't love you? Get over yourself. Grow up and be secure that when I say something I mean it. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. Always. I would rather hurt someone's feelings a little but have them know I'm saying exactly what I think or mean than put a sugar coat on things and make it all complicated. Anyone get that? It's not just me? Anyone?