Friday Feb 26, 2010

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tonguebiggrinblackeyedpuke! And that sums up my month! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Pulling my fucking hair out! But whadda ya do? Keep movin'!wink
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junkyardjane:
And btw the maintenence man stole my camera and laptop... AWESOME!!!
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gizero:
Happy Holdays. Hope you and you family have a good one.

Friday Sep 25, 2009

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love blush smile confused whatever frown shocked blackeyed mad puke
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junkyardjane:
Thanks, I think? I'm really self-consious, in some ways, in others definitely not, but I didn't expect very much good feed-back, being stuck working with crap equip and not being uh.. like all air-brushed lookin' i guess. I'm who I am, and I like me, don't consider myself so great- looking, but I try to let my being show more so than my body? I guess. I definately think when spring comes around I'm gonna hop out and try to get a set done in the midst of a beautiful train-ride. And, no, it doesn't bother my knee. I'm pretty fuckin agile for a cripple, and all trains stop. Somewhere. And I'm sure he did want to cuddle, but you know what? That's not my problem anymore. I'm happy with myself. Insecurity is a big turn-off, and equating physical contact with love isn't healthy. Like if I'm not touching you 24-7 I don't love you? Get over yourself. Grow up and be secure that when I say something I mean it. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. Always. I would rather hurt someone's feelings a little but have them know I'm saying exactly what I think or mean than put a sugar coat on things and make it all complicated. Anyone get that? It's not just me? Anyone?surreal
elu:
I take pretty good pictures, but you are so far away! I would love to shoot you cuz you look like a lot of fun and you are beautiful!skull

Friday Sep 25, 2009

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Okay, I'm back! So soon, I know... I just wanted to add or put out there or whatever the problem with my right leg, which limits my posing immensely! I tore the cartilage in my right knee, so it doesn't bend, and putting weight on it HUUUURTS! So anyway, I just want that known i guess to anyone out there that notices and is like...
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unununium:
That happened to me when I was younger, the torn cartilage thing. I just stayed off it for a long time, and after years it kind of worked itself out - but it's never been the same. Wouldn't have noticed if you hadn't mentioned it; range of poses more than adequate. Hope you can get your surgery though - sounds like yours is a bit worse than mine was smile .
psychodad:
I say leave the leg how it is. keep on crutch'n kind of deal kiss

Friday Sep 25, 2009

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Hello all! So I'm new, and already posted about this, but I'll see what I get back here... I'm super low-tech, I don't have photoshop or a fancy camera or a professional photographer, I just use what I got and hope my stretch-marks don't show too bad and my tits don't sag too much, which there's not too much I can do about anyway. I...
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betterthantv:
I think your sets are great! It has to get pretty damn cold up there in Baltimore to be squatting? Hope things turn around for ya soon enough. This may be a stupid question, but why don't you live with your parents? I used to sell meth and lived here and there for a few years. About 2 1/2 years ago I decided it was time to grow up and went back home to mommy and daddy. Yeah, it sucked. But I sucked it up and turned myself around. Now I have a great job and my own place! That year at mom dads was brutal but it helped in the long run. smile
bip:
I understand why you want "crystal clear pictures" and a good photographer, but the fact that you don't is one of the reasons I like your sets. They are gritty and real. This place already has enough glamor shot style pics on it, so the punch in the face of realism that you bring to the table is a much needed change of pace. Besides, you don't need Photoshop to make your face and body beautiful.

Sorry to hear about your knee. Having lived through torn cartilage before, I know that it must suck. I did not even notice your straight leg in your pics until I read your blog.

Balto is the last city I would want to be homeless/squatting in, especially with winter coming on fast. If nothing else, at least there are plenty of vacants around. I wish you the best of luck in sorting things out.

robot

Tuesday Sep 22, 2009

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I don't know what the fuck a blog is supposed to consist of, but I guess I'll just write what I feel now and then? It's like a journal, right? confused
padre:
Yep, like a journal. Some people read & comment like I am doing right now.

It's a hit or miss deal

Tuesday Sep 22, 2009

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love kiss smile confused frown eeek blackeyed mad puke