junkyardangel

i think my life is so much better because of what i do. it helps me try to to live every day to the fullest... me and my husband's motto is to live everyday like were on vacation.

Wow yea, that really does help. I think you got right to the problems here. I do have little anxiety attacks every once in a while when I feel like things are piling up or that I'm being stifled by my environment or something. School started today and walking back and forth from class in the morning and afternoon helps me collect my thoughts and get ready to face the rest of the day. Also I have been a little more withdrawn from the boyfriend, setting aside "me" time although I really need to do that more, sometimes I feel like if I had a creative outlet I would be much happier rather than dulling my mind with TV all the time. I actually did start writing just to get my feelings out the other night and it helped me start writing my papers too and so that helped take away some stress. I think you're right about me being mildly depressed but I don't think it's the kind I need to see a therapist about. Someday I will get therapy though cause some days I really do feel like I need to see someone before I end up in the loony bin lol. Other than that I'll start working out again, writing, and staying on top of my homework and see how things work out. I think I took my 21 year oldness a little too far and was partying too much and not thinking enough. Anyway thanks for your advice, I'm glad I'm not alone in things that this.
P.s. I like your profile pic.