junkeragentseed

so tool is still here, and the whiskey continues flowing at my house, and as a result, i lie here in bed, to ill to do much beyond playing stair dismount and listening to jenn ghetto's sadstyle over and over. just the song, not the whole album. for the record, whiskey may turn me into a braying idiot loudmouth, but falling asleep in seconds certainly...
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i think i saw jenn ghetto just now at qfc. i'd have asked her, but i'm a coward. just another reminder of how easy it is for me to have a good time (going to the grocery store drunk) and how easy it is for it all to go wrong.

man, i'm tired.

point break live! was glorious to behold. it's a shame my life is a neverending string of humiliations, or i might have enjoyed myself.

lyrics time!

i roll the window down, and then begin to breathe in
the darkest country road and the strong scent of evergreen
from the passenger seat as
you are driving me home

then looking upwards, i strain my eyes and...
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after two straight days of kube 93, i think it's safe to say.. i don't like it. i mean, every single song they play, they play two or three times during the workday.

and:

"this is big snoop dogg. whenever i'm in the northwest, i shop at the bon march... it's off the hizzle fo' shizzle, dizzle."

and also:

*bang*

so driving home just now was fun. i mean, more fun than it usually is. i drove past a casino on the interurban, and pulling out just at that moment was what looked like a double decker bus refurbished to look like a pirate ship, complete with pirates standing on the bow. apparently they were the seafair pirates. undaunted, i continued driving another hundred yards,...
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dear gurnal,

today, i was... tall.

i feel it merits mentioning that, after two weeks of eating ice cream for lunch, my body has finally gotten used to it. every morning i wake up and shit a brick, but other than that... of course, i ran for about ten seconds this afternoon and felt like throwing up. sometimes i feel like a fat man trapped...
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guess i'll write here for a while, since i just deleted every entry in my livejournal. i have to do it every once in a while, once i reach a point where i hate everything so much i'm driven to destroy everything i create. which, admittedly, is not much.