juniordeputy

So. I think I did one of the dumbest things ever tonight. I watched "The Breakup." Smart move right? That's the perfect movie to watch right after you get dumped and humiliated. I would definity put in my memory bank, filed under... "smooth move." I had to take a moment and laugh at my stupidity, but it also put a thing or two in perspective.

1) I shouldn't settle for someone that doesn't want me, or thinks they are better than me
2) I have some stupendious friends that have come though in ways I never imagined... and I realized just how special they all are.
3) (they gheyest of them all, and may be deleted at a more sober moment.) There are way more dudes out there. Why be sad about one?

I kinda realized that I didn't suck so bad the day after the super sweet dumpage, when my favorite messenger came in my work, to say hi. It kinda just made me smile a bit. I was at a super low... and that totally made my pride feel so much better. It made me think, "wow, maybe I don't totally suck."

Plus now I totally have more time for my friends again, and have extra quality time for Marge and our Veronica Mars/Knitting night. Which is becoming my favorite night ever. I am getting happy again. Or as happy as I get.