juliewhite

Sometimes is never quite enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face

Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder

How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet

Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud

I'll live through you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem...why are you crying

Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are
If you're perfect

Perfect by Alanis Morissette.

i used to listen to that song constantly. makes me realize how depressed how used to be, but on the other hand, it makes me happy that i'm not anymore. i mean, sure i have my bad days, but it has been about a year since i have been on any anti depressants or mood stabilizers. sometimes, i would like to have them to fall back on, but without insurance, it's not really an option right now. anyways, i'm proud of myself for staying strong and learning to open up to my husband. i have come so far.

in other news, i dyed my hair blue black. i was tired of the red. everyone at work seemed to like it.

alright, well i'm out for now.