Because Of You I Find It Hard To Trust Not Only Me, But Everyone Around Me
I've been thinking about life and our purpose in it lately. Last night as I was trying to fall asleep I was thinking about it and
how everyone wants to beleive that there's so much to it. Maybe there is but I really don't think so. Everyone isn't really
that important. There are people who matter to you and there are those that don't but those people might matter to someone else.
I think we're all connected kind of. We're like individual grains of sand on the beach. There are a bunch of us but we make up one thing.
I think our lives are like puzzles. Each important event or year is a piece. They all fit together and when you look at my puzzle from far away
it's just this piece of a bigger one that is life. My piece might be right next to yours if I really touched you and made a difference in your life. If I didn't our pieces
may not even touch or be anywhere close to each other. My point is you might be nothing and no one in the world but you're someones anything and everything.
The smallest interaction you have with someone can change your life or theirs. I was thinking about what events I'd change or wish never happened and after a while
I thought that I wouldn't change anything because then I wouldn't be me and I wouldn't be where I am now. I'm not saying I'm perfect but I'm not so bad and neither is where I'm at.
Who knows what would have happened if I never met a person or didn't do a certain action. I'm me for a reason. I've interacted with all of the people I have for a reason. Everything I've done
has had a purpose and a reason. It all makes up me. Who am I? I'm Julie. I'm me. Maybe you know me and maybe you don't. Maybe you're a piece in my puzzle or maybe one day you will be. Or maybe not. Who knows. Either way have fun building your life, your puzzle.
I've been thinking about life and our purpose in it lately. Last night as I was trying to fall asleep I was thinking about it and
how everyone wants to beleive that there's so much to it. Maybe there is but I really don't think so. Everyone isn't really
that important. There are people who matter to you and there are those that don't but those people might matter to someone else.
I think we're all connected kind of. We're like individual grains of sand on the beach. There are a bunch of us but we make up one thing.
I think our lives are like puzzles. Each important event or year is a piece. They all fit together and when you look at my puzzle from far away
it's just this piece of a bigger one that is life. My piece might be right next to yours if I really touched you and made a difference in your life. If I didn't our pieces
may not even touch or be anywhere close to each other. My point is you might be nothing and no one in the world but you're someones anything and everything.
The smallest interaction you have with someone can change your life or theirs. I was thinking about what events I'd change or wish never happened and after a while
I thought that I wouldn't change anything because then I wouldn't be me and I wouldn't be where I am now. I'm not saying I'm perfect but I'm not so bad and neither is where I'm at.
Who knows what would have happened if I never met a person or didn't do a certain action. I'm me for a reason. I've interacted with all of the people I have for a reason. Everything I've done
has had a purpose and a reason. It all makes up me. Who am I? I'm Julie. I'm me. Maybe you know me and maybe you don't. Maybe you're a piece in my puzzle or maybe one day you will be. Or maybe not. Who knows. Either way have fun building your life, your puzzle.
jay_blank:
wow...that's great. I love how you're so introspective. That's really nice...
perplext:
Everyone is definitely connected, its just a matter of if the connections are bi-directional or one way that really make life profound, and how much effort it takes to allow for either.