Hello SGland!
โ Let's talk about mental healthy in pandemic situation!
โข Self-portrait made in 01/2019
So, you may have noticed that Iโm kind of inactive here, Iโm not posting as much as Iโd like (Iโm a girl who has a lot of ideas, Iโm always talking about different subjects and doing various things) and Iโd like to be sharing with you the whole explosion of madness that I am BUT I suffer with generalized anxiety disorder :(
Since the 4th of March 2020 I am living one of the best phases of my life, one of my biggest dreams coming true, which is to be here, to be a Suicide Girl, hopeful or official, whatever!
However, unfortunately, in this same period the world is going through one of its worst phases in terms of health, in addition to several problems that we have always had, which (fortunately) are surfacing (such as racism and the struggle against this great evil). However, each person reacts in a different way, I already reacted a lot with anger and strength but lately, there are SO many things, including the political situation in my country (Brazil), which is literally overthrowing me, taking away my strength! And I only have to regret it, because I am in a mix of euphoria, happiness, good and bad anxiety, excitement, hatred, sadness, hope and hopelessness and I know that there are many people like that.
The question is: "Share something positive going on in your life at the moment" and there is no denying that for me at the moment this space, this community, friends and fans are absolutely the most positive thing that is happening in my life at the moment and all mine always.
Really thanks to everyone who supports me and who understands my weakness! My debut photo set I Found Her goes up in three fucking days! And I am VERY, but very and eternally grateful for all the love I get from you!
Do not forget me, I am weak but I have not given up yet and you have often been my strength to continue and I do not forget, not one day that I am a hopeful with great pride!
Kisses, Ju!
@rambo @jacqueline @missy @lemon
emeralda:
im safe and so is my family!