Being buried under mounds of labor-intensive homework never felt so good.
I suck a little less now. But I still suck ... which is always fine by me, as long as I feel I'm moving forward. The worst thing in my opinion is when you feel you've hit a wall.
Like the last couple years I've had here. See where pride will get you: Fucking NOWHERE. If there's one thing I learned from last semester, it's that I know nothing. I have to stop thinking I can get all my answers within myself. Seeking truth within myself only serves to a certain extent. Especially regarding the development of this particular craft, staying shut inside yourself proves to be complete bullshit all the rest of the way.
Ingleston told me the Lone Wolf act wouldn't do anything for me. I knew he was right then, too.
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In other news, trains are rad. Living near the Amtrak line is also rad. But conductors that shut the train doors 2 minutes early? Not so rad.
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Crow and I are on the outs at the moment. He refuses to use the cat doors. He chooses instead to pee on things I'm going to wear the next day. Litter box weaning is not for the weak.
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Like my mother, I got my first grey hair at 25. Sigh. The wrinkles to come ... an inevitable thing, when you insist on screwing up your face into amusing contortions for the benefit of yourself and others about 51% of the time.
So what happens to Suicide Girls when they age? SGs have lifetime memberships to this site, as you know. What will those beautiful tattoos at age 21 look like in 15-20 years? 30 years? Do piercings fall out if you start sagging too far?
I've concluded that aging is fun.
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Despite my extensive rambling, I'm actually dead tired. My apologies to everyone who's been lovely enough to post on my page -- I'm not ignoring anyone, I'm just doing my best to avoid SG during the week so I can concentrate on school ... Being away, it kind of sucks.
But then again, so does failing out of university.
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Hey, what should I do for my birthday this Friday ?
I know I'm gonna
being on the wrong side of 20-something ...
I suck a little less now. But I still suck ... which is always fine by me, as long as I feel I'm moving forward. The worst thing in my opinion is when you feel you've hit a wall.
Like the last couple years I've had here. See where pride will get you: Fucking NOWHERE. If there's one thing I learned from last semester, it's that I know nothing. I have to stop thinking I can get all my answers within myself. Seeking truth within myself only serves to a certain extent. Especially regarding the development of this particular craft, staying shut inside yourself proves to be complete bullshit all the rest of the way.
Ingleston told me the Lone Wolf act wouldn't do anything for me. I knew he was right then, too.
*
In other news, trains are rad. Living near the Amtrak line is also rad. But conductors that shut the train doors 2 minutes early? Not so rad.
*
Crow and I are on the outs at the moment. He refuses to use the cat doors. He chooses instead to pee on things I'm going to wear the next day. Litter box weaning is not for the weak.
*
Like my mother, I got my first grey hair at 25. Sigh. The wrinkles to come ... an inevitable thing, when you insist on screwing up your face into amusing contortions for the benefit of yourself and others about 51% of the time.
So what happens to Suicide Girls when they age? SGs have lifetime memberships to this site, as you know. What will those beautiful tattoos at age 21 look like in 15-20 years? 30 years? Do piercings fall out if you start sagging too far?
I've concluded that aging is fun.
*
Despite my extensive rambling, I'm actually dead tired. My apologies to everyone who's been lovely enough to post on my page -- I'm not ignoring anyone, I'm just doing my best to avoid SG during the week so I can concentrate on school ... Being away, it kind of sucks.
But then again, so does failing out of university.
*
Hey, what should I do for my birthday this Friday ?
I know I'm gonna
being on the wrong side of 20-something ...
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On Friday you only get to turn 26, but Im turning 36!!
I dont think thats fun at all
I'm sorry, but keeping the secret was just too hard.
Happy birthday in advance, my beautiful girl-woman