juliana

2 months later.

I won't lie and say we've thought the worst. When I stop to think about her, my heart comes up to my throat.

But we still believe she is alive. She is too awesome, and that was too short a time we got to have her. She's off sharing herself with others.

And if that's true, then I do understand.

I haven't put up a new calendar since April. I don't want to throw away this piece of paper where I've so clearly written when I saw her last. She was still in the air then. So maybe she is still in the ink, and the fiber.