julesdoll

Art in progress. This painting is about 30X24 and I started it over a year ago. I really wish my hard work in ark was recognized.For some reason even Artists of SG won't feature me and no publications will either I put my feel emotion into art. I dedicate my life to it. It goes unnoticed. Just like me, bright and invisible. I am not the right size in anyway, so I am not noticed. Fuck, why do I even care? I just wish for once I could inspire. I wish for once someone fucking took notice that I bleed for art I breathe for art. My style varies a lot. This last one is a collaboration with my love. We mesh so well.
And still. It is making me sick to even think of how poor I am. How trapped I feel. Sometimes I just wish to destroy my art because it bring nothing. It wont feed me, it just sits there and reminds me of my pain.