Turmoil, angst, stress, happiness shortened by unbelievable self doubt and low self worth....
I need an escape, if only for a day.... a very long day. Maybe two days to recoup from the first day. Sometimes I wish I did drugs, then I remember how lame drugs are.
I want to be whisked away so badly. Scooped up in a whirlwind of activity that I have no say in....just the necessity to enjoy myself. A whole day where I don't worry about anything but what surprise is coming next.
I also want to be taken.... you know what I am talking about you perverted lil' monkeys
I want to be ravished, pinned down, hair pulled, rough kinda stuff. Sweet and rough, something that would make me lie there trembling at the end.
Do I deserve any of this? no.
Will I ever get any of this? no.
Why am I writing about my desires? To get it off my fucking chest.
So how are all my lovelies doin' eh?
-Jujubee
I need an escape, if only for a day.... a very long day. Maybe two days to recoup from the first day. Sometimes I wish I did drugs, then I remember how lame drugs are.
I want to be whisked away so badly. Scooped up in a whirlwind of activity that I have no say in....just the necessity to enjoy myself. A whole day where I don't worry about anything but what surprise is coming next.
I also want to be taken.... you know what I am talking about you perverted lil' monkeys
I want to be ravished, pinned down, hair pulled, rough kinda stuff. Sweet and rough, something that would make me lie there trembling at the end.
Do I deserve any of this? no.
Will I ever get any of this? no.
Why am I writing about my desires? To get it off my fucking chest.
So how are all my lovelies doin' eh?
-Jujubee
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.....may this week take you in all the ways and in all the places you desire.
thanks again, kiddo.
p.s. - weren't we supposed to get together sometime? What are you doing next weekend?