This weekend was alright. Saturday I hung out with EricAllen, ran some errands with him and decided against Disneyland because of the prices of gas and the rain. We ended up blasting his heater and grabbing blankets and making it a movie night. We watched Lion King 1.5 (meh), Johnny English (s'okay), and Old School (funny). He also stretched my bottom ears from a 14g to a 12g. I think I wanna go to an 8g (he looked at me funny, big brother no want juju to do something stupid) The drive home SUCKED. It was raining in bucketfuls and the car kept swerving.
Sunday morning my family met at Brents Deli for breakfast, while standing outside waiting for a table I had a huge panic attack. I was just standing there when everything just got blurry as I got really dizzy, I couldn't breath, rapid heart rate and I could barely stand. After it all my back was killing me and I was nauseous (still am actually) I freaked my sister out and my mom didn't know what to do.
You know how sometimes when you aren't well but you are cognitive enough to know there is an audience around you and you care? This was one of those times I didn't care. I thought I was going to seize up and black out.
I'm going to the hospital today to get it checked out.
My sister and I hung out the rest of the day after I felt better. She took me to go see my friends play, "Tommy". Thanks to the movie I understood most of the play. Seeing my old friends from Rocky Horror was nice, I miss them.
Today I go to Kaiser to see what happened to me. I have a feeling I know what they are going to say.... "stress". All my stress is on my job, I try too hard to please people and I just get yelled at in return. The kitchen is physically and mentally taking its toll. This baby needs..... some new kinda kick.
-Juju
Sunday morning my family met at Brents Deli for breakfast, while standing outside waiting for a table I had a huge panic attack. I was just standing there when everything just got blurry as I got really dizzy, I couldn't breath, rapid heart rate and I could barely stand. After it all my back was killing me and I was nauseous (still am actually) I freaked my sister out and my mom didn't know what to do.
You know how sometimes when you aren't well but you are cognitive enough to know there is an audience around you and you care? This was one of those times I didn't care. I thought I was going to seize up and black out.
I'm going to the hospital today to get it checked out.
My sister and I hung out the rest of the day after I felt better. She took me to go see my friends play, "Tommy". Thanks to the movie I understood most of the play. Seeing my old friends from Rocky Horror was nice, I miss them.
Today I go to Kaiser to see what happened to me. I have a feeling I know what they are going to say.... "stress". All my stress is on my job, I try too hard to please people and I just get yelled at in return. The kitchen is physically and mentally taking its toll. This baby needs..... some new kinda kick.
-Juju
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troublemaker:
Thanks for setting up the movie night. It was totally fun.
scopitone6248:
Update your journal!