jujubee

When I was in Jr. High I took a Summer Enrichment Program at CSUN. I would meet my sister at the student union every day after class and we would walk home together. One day as I was cutting across one of the massive lawns a boy walked up to me. He asked if he could walk me home. I blushed, I didn't even get a look at his face and I just said, "I can't, I have to meet my sister and walk home with her." He stumbled a little, said "okay" and headed of in the other direction. I looked up quickly because I though, "Oh crap I didnt even see who it was!" but it was too late. I met my sister as usual and told her what happened. She nearly smacked me upside my head, "JESUS JUJU WHATS WRONG WITH YOU!? I WOULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD!" Well I didn't know that, and I didn't want her to worry.

I messed up that day. I should have said yes. But I didn't. My relationship with guys has pretty much been the same ever since.