jujubee

My grandmother died today (this morning).
They will be cremating her body and flying the ashes back out here. She will be inturned with my grandfather sometime in the spring.

On top of my mothers moms death her disability has been discontinued. She is fighting to get it back. Without it my parents aren't just poor, they are destitute. I give as much as I can but it isn't enough.

Both these events happening in the span of one day doesn't make for a very good day.

I'm stressed, but I keep on the mask for my mothers sake. I love her so much.

I'll ask my boss to give me all the OT he can afford. I won't go out anymore or spend anymore money on frivolities. Gotta tighten the belt until things get better, which they will....... they can't get any worse.

xoxo
Juju

***update***
great.....I've developed the pestilence, also know as a chest cold. I've been around enough people that have had it, it was inevitable. oh well.