juggalosic

For the first time in a while i broke down today crying i really don't know why? I feel so alone right now and I really don't know how to deal with it. I'm afraid......I don't want to lose her so I want to give her all the space and time she need's but that's where I guess i'm scared. Maybe she will discover she dosent really love me and not want to be with me anymore.More than likely i'm just being a whiny bitch......Well i just needed to rant hope everyone is doing well in s.g land.......SIC