jubalharshaw

I really wish I could cry. It's about that ex, Amanda. I really feel and fear that she is the best that will ever happen to me, and that I can never go back, that there is no reset, do-over, and that neither happiness nor companionship will ever find me in this life; this loneliness will forever gnaw at my being, painful, and aggravated by a sense of loss and regret.

I can't be having my High Fidelity moment now. I'm only twenty; that guy was 35. This can't be happening. What do I have to look forward to?

I have a feeling I'm getting no sleep tonight.