Wow, finally, so I'm done with my daily excercising and training and here I am again. Lately I've been having problems sleeping and concentrating and stuff, I guess, theres a lot of things going on in my head right now. I'm in the process of getting out of the military, which is so complicated sometimes, I'm training for this fight coming up, my return back to miami, the job I applied for, specially because it's something I really want to do. The thing is that it's all coming towards me so quick almost at the same time too. So, pretty much I enjoy being tired, that way I can just go to sleep and not care about anything but getting my nappy time. Everything to me now has come to a point where I just don't give a fuck anymore, I'm doing whatever it takes to get where I want to be at and that's it. I'm tired of caring, I guess I was very careless about things before, somehow changed... but fuck it, it's not worth it. Wow, jejejeje, I can't believe I just wrote all that...
paizlie:
sleep easy. .. your adorable good luck with it allllllllll. .. your fight. . .job and everything. .. im sure your gonna kick ass at all of this. .. <3 slow down and take a breath. .. you deserve at least that. .. and total probs for doing just . .. what it takes to get what you want. .. something about that. .. is soooo attractive. ..