...and as i walked away he turned and yelled "and fuck you too jon" and flipped me off. i was about forty feet away and i looked back and flipped him off, with both hands, and yelled back "and double fuck you". walking back to my car i could feel it rising [this bile] and i needed answers, i needed to know to whom i was beholden, i needed to know why he was afforded this power. why did i not turn my head, let it flow over me, refute his entry examination [into my head]? who is he to consecrate a relationship of this magnitude? does he not know his mouth must stretch to engulf what he has bitten off? who can elevate? telophase. my radius ulna tibia and fibula will come to my aid - telophase. beholden? who am i to allow this beholden? man woman or child [anything everything]? what flows? i can grow taller than i am now [it is certainly not impossible]. dont talk to me about linguistical fictions. those who invent can preach but youre right. such is the face of buddha that says [cult hit remember its a cult hit] it is the truly wise man who admits he knows nothing. this is your power and your power and revel float and become glass in it.
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shayna7:
today i realized I know nothing . . i think i need some coffee.
riply:
Yes, it is a known fact that I need to vent - Just too laxy to dissect myself and share totally yet *hugs myself* But thanks for noticing ^.^