Something has been on my mind for the last few weeks.
There was this girl who I thought I connected with really well and I thought things were going well. We met, we hung out, and we got along fine. Unfortunately, she has had a lot of problems lately with her family and some other stuff. We kind of drifted apart and I think her problems were not the reason for this. Maybe she thought I smothered her but hell. I did not try to do that. She wanted to talk to me everyday for a while and I did and I even tried to play it cool for little bit. I WAS NOT TRYING TO SMOTHER HER. But Jeezuschrist. I honestly do not understand what the fuck happened! All I know we fucking hit it off, we were really into each other and then "POOF!", that fucking disappeared as fast as it got started. WTF?????
I swear to God. I fucking will never understand women. In fact, I am slowly coming to the realization that I am probably not meant to get involved in any realtionship. What is scary is I even came to a point where I was beginning to think I might be gay but fat chance of that happening! I just I am going to be one of those old men who lives alone with about 10 cats and wears a cardigan sweater and a long beard. The relationships I have had have been few and far between and the women were either too neurotic, too controlling, or both.
Don't worry. I am just venting my frustration over this person. I 'll get over. I always do!
Right now, my music selection consists of Interpol.....
There was this girl who I thought I connected with really well and I thought things were going well. We met, we hung out, and we got along fine. Unfortunately, she has had a lot of problems lately with her family and some other stuff. We kind of drifted apart and I think her problems were not the reason for this. Maybe she thought I smothered her but hell. I did not try to do that. She wanted to talk to me everyday for a while and I did and I even tried to play it cool for little bit. I WAS NOT TRYING TO SMOTHER HER. But Jeezuschrist. I honestly do not understand what the fuck happened! All I know we fucking hit it off, we were really into each other and then "POOF!", that fucking disappeared as fast as it got started. WTF?????
I swear to God. I fucking will never understand women. In fact, I am slowly coming to the realization that I am probably not meant to get involved in any realtionship. What is scary is I even came to a point where I was beginning to think I might be gay but fat chance of that happening! I just I am going to be one of those old men who lives alone with about 10 cats and wears a cardigan sweater and a long beard. The relationships I have had have been few and far between and the women were either too neurotic, too controlling, or both.
Don't worry. I am just venting my frustration over this person. I 'll get over. I always do!
Right now, my music selection consists of Interpol.....
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What is it with "grandpas" passing away? Pyro, Scorpio, myself and you, have lost our grandpas within the last month. Sad, crazy shit! Just wanted to express my condolences.
it's a two-way street, you know. i don't have your new #, and i haven't heard from you since before you moved.
so, thanks for publicly flaming me.
i hope your "frustations toward this person" are done.
i am that person, i'm not stupid.